“Bite me, 81″

If you are easily offended or insulted, then I suggest you don’t read this post. Just remember that everyone has the right to express their own opinions.

So… the goddamn principal said I have to be able to read the Quran to pass the grade. I told them that it’s a bit shaky but I could still read it. Even though I told them that, they said I still needed a teacher teach me no matter what. And now I have ‘quran reading’ lessons added to my Saturday school schedule with my religion teacher. I already have math and chemistry help going on that day and I’m already frustrated as it is, let alone having these lessons added. The rule is that if you can’t read the Quran well, I won’t be allowed to pass the 10th grade. Well you know what, Fuck You, SMAN 81!

Wait, more like the person who made this fucking rule.

Will not being able to read the Quran wIll ruin my chances to be successful in the future? Will it affect how I do assignments in school? Will it affect my brain? Bull shit. I don’t think so. And for all of you who are reading this and saying to yourself or wanting to say to me, like ‘parah loe’ ‘gak alim’ ‘masuk neraka nanti loe’ or feel like you want to lecture me, please, shut the fuck up. I admit that I’m not that religious and I know these lessons are for my own good and you might say that I should fucking just suck it up. I should just follow the rules, and be quiet so I won’t be in trouble for not speaking my mind out. Well, no I won’t do that.

And let me tell you something:

For you people who always criticize on one’s different point of view than you can go to hell. Everyone has the right to express their own opinion about things and I think the one who made this goddamn rule should go eat dog shit. And I admit I’m no fucking angel. I can get mad and cuss uncontrollably. I can be a bitch at you and don’t care if your feelings are hurt, but I’d only do this if someone’s start bitching at me first.

The last thing I want to say is that SMAN 81 can go to hell for making illogical rules, like the rule I’m arguing about in this entry and the whole thing about not being able to color your hair, or have it the way you want and also its tradition.

Like what upper-classmen’s try to do to you during Pra-TO. You guys actually think that you can boss us around just because you’re in fucking OSIS? Just cause you’re an upperclassman? Well let me fucking tell you, you’re nothing more than a regular student without your grey suits. Oh, and the whole respect your upperclassman thing, you have to know that you need to earn respect and you have to give respect to get respect. Yelling at someone just because they missed a tiny thing on their name tag is definitely not a way to gain respect.

Oh, and can I ask why you guys want to be part of OSIS? Just so you guys can torture us 10th graders because you were being tortured, yelled at when you were a 10th grader also during TO?

Or

Maybe you think that this will make us build a better character? Well you know, everyone has different ways in building better characters for themselves.

If you want to ‘labrak’ me or anything like that at school after reading this, fucking go ahead, because I won’t hesitate to talk back to you.

I’ve been patient long enough and I won’t stop myself from doing anything rash.